No I can’t take one more step towards you Cause all that’s waiting is regret , And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore , You lost the love , I loved the most . I learned to live , half-alive , and now you want me one more time . Who do you think you are runnin ’ round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul So don’t come back for me who do you think you are . It took so long just to feel alright . Remember how to put back the light in my eyes . I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed Cause you broke all your promises . And now you’re back you don’t get to get me back ......

Monday, September 12, 2011

wassu'p guy's .
sorry for the long time i tak tulis blog , 
sejak stay KL ni bz memanjang , hang sana sini , jamming , play skate , fuhhh .
urmmm but i tak pernah lupa mama , family i and angkt (big family) , member i , also my booo :)

ok now first it's all about my mom and my little brother's . i really really really miss them .
damn .
sedang kan baru je jumpa last week . what the F !
urmm , nak balik jb doeee . yaallah . i alway think about mama kot .
and sometime i nanges . heeee . tak boleh tahan .
harap minggu ni i boleh balik jb .
amin . :)

next story is about my booo . 
tadi i on the fon dengan dia . then her told me that her had to intention break off with me .
then i said so ?
dia ckp dia tak sampai hati .
HTH !

urmm , bila i dengar dia cakap mcam seolah mcam dia terpaksa dengan i sekarang . sometime i feel i not trust her anymore . but little jee . 
entah lahhh . 

boo ! you know that i love you rite ?
 kita dah banyak buat history in our relationship .
why you still have intention break off with me ?
apa yang you nak semua i turut kan yangg , i ta pernah membantah , but why ?
tak cukup lagi ke boo ?
i sedih gila bila you cakap yang you ada niat nak putus dengan i . 
i rasa jatuh gila .
urmmm , but boo , if you want it to , i let it be you sayang . 
sebab i tak suka memaksa , maybe you ada someone else or what . i dont know . i tak nak you buat keputusan sebab nak jaga hati i or kesian . i tak nak dikesian kan . 
but satu je sayang kena tahu if you lepas kan i , sejak to dalam hidup you tak akan pernah ada kisah hidup i lagi even i mati pon , you tak akan pernah tahu .
sebab i tak nak you ingat langsung kat i .
act memang i tak nak sayang , sebab kita dah macam earth and sky .
:')
i call you sebab nak cakap yang i miss you badlyy and this week i balik jb nak jumpa you , tapi ...
it's ok boo , i ok .
i memang mengharap you tak kan melepaskan i , sebab i sayang you boo . sumpah !
i need you . kalau you tak ada , hidup i hilang sebelah doee .
hope you read this blog because i know if i cakap dalam fon or F2F you tak akan dengar and you tak focus .
i just want you to know that i really love you .
and please go ahead of what we used to do before marriage we find . i wait that time booo . amin . 

loveyou short bear